Population Control

So upon obtaining my new painting, I have felt a new force within me. A force that enables me to come into my power, come into my skin, and come into a horniness that I've never known before. And I have a hunch that when women come into themselves and their power, it is such a turn on for a sexual connection with another being, that in the quest for satiating the eternal desire to feel oneself in their own skin, women get pregnant. Sometimes it's planned, other times it's not. When it's not planned, it can be a pleasant surprise or a significant wrench in the system of their lives. Society is so quick to judge those of us for whom an unwanted pregnancy poses a significant wrench with the most negative of identities, killers. And that's definitely one perspective to use in looking at the situation, but it's still only one, in a million.

Life is precious. So if one decides decides to procreate or decreate a similiar life form, or to simply coexist with the other life forms already here, the preciousness of life is not diminished nor enhanced in the least. It's still precious, regardless of how one chooses to live it.

An added bonus to this truth of mine, is that it's scientifically proven when Newton states in his Universal Law of Matter* that matter can never be created nor destroyed, just change forms. So why do we think that there is an official beginning and end to life, when it's merely a continuous cycle? And we've actually been here before, in past lives in past forms, whether it be in the essence of an ice cube, a fiber in an article of Napolean's clothing, a tree, a rock, a pigment of color in a painting, a piece of rubber on a tire from one of the first automobiles, an ancient emperor from China, a particle of Oxygen in the air, Elvis Presley, or as an ordinary middle class blue collar worker. The bottom line is WE HAVE BEEN HERE BEFORE, IN SOME FORM, AND WE WILL RETURN IN, MOST LIKELY, A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FORM. That's so cool! It's like a guaranteed return trip, eternally guaranteed to be a unique adventure. Isn't that what we are constantly in search of, something different and new?! SO WHAT THE FUCK ARE WE FIGHTING FOR, and constantly judging each other for?! Somebody pass the potato chips, I just want to enjoy this precious existence.

And for the record, if I do ever get pregnant, I will get an abortion.** It is my choice. Every choice has consequences. Every thing in life is a choice.

*10 points for the 5th grade science vocab word retrieval! Mrs. Twyman would be proud to learn that I was actually paying attention after all.

**That's as of today, and today only. And it's anybody's guess as to what I will be inspired to do tomorrow!